2003-04-18 - 8:32 a.m.
I'm feeling kind of yucky. Like --
--Why is my house still such a mess, when that was my goal for spring break, which is nearly over?
--Why is my garden still unplanted?
--Why do I go home and read books instead of doing important projects, thus letting my house, my yard, my kids slide in squalor and lack-of-care?
--Why do we have a television, which they then watch instead of doing better things like reading or playing musical instruments or card games?
--Why don't I play card games with them?
--Why have I not signed Maddy up for horseriding lessons (because it will mean driving out to Martinez once a week. Oh God!)
--Why do I not jump out of bed at 4:30, exercise, clean the house and --I don't know, knit hats, all before 7 and thus provide a good example to my children.
I think I must just be a slug. Ugh.
Ugh. Ugh. Ugh.
On the other hand, I am here at work, and the house is a tiny bit cleaner since yesterday.
So perhaps there is some hope.
I think I need some breakfast.
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